Sunday, October 11, 2009

Mmmmm-

Will wonders never cease? Over the past week, week and a half, I haven't been myself. I couldn't put my finger on what it was that was bothering me. But, this weekend seemed to be what I needed to cure what I had.
I had some family in town that I hadn't seen in a while. One was my ex-sister in-law/step sister (don't ask). I hadn't seen her in almost fifteen years or something. But it all went well and I felt great this morning. By visiting family? Naaaa-

So, what else is new? Not a damned thing.
I haven't heard from the producer about the hell's going on with the movie. But she has a movie coming out pretty soon so she's busy, I understand and I'm trying to be patient.
I am still going though Luthor (I will finish soon, I promise). I am waiting for a new burning pen to finish a project I was working on, so that is at a stand still right now.
I'm counting down the days until New Moon comes out. I can't wait!
Okay, I'm outta here for now.
Be nice to each other-
Later-

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Anyone?


You know, I think I've figured out why I get so bored with posting blog enteries; it's because I only have two followers. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate you both (if you're still there), it's a blow to the old ego when no more join in.
Who knows, maybe there are more reading who aren't listed as followers, but I doubt it.
I guess you might be able to tell by now, I'm in a mood. I don't know why I'm in a mood, but I am.
Actually, I know why I'm in a mood. I'm in a mood because things are just now happening right now and I hate that. I'm waiting for the movie to get going, I'm waiting to find a publisher for Luthor, I'm waiting to publish The Rise of the Son, I'm wating to finish a burning becuase I've had to order yet another new pen and I'm frustrared with it. I just feel ike I'm waiting for everything. I feel like too many things are out of my control right now, and I don't like it. When I feel like this, I just feel down about everything I do: writing, wood burning, working out, it all seems a bit on the "What the fuck am I trying for?" side.
And now I'm in a tough spot because I'm still going through Luthor one last time (it was put off for a while) and I'm not in a good place to do any writing, but if I don't, that will make me feel bad because I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing to get where the fuck I want to get!
Ugh! I hate days like today.