Still here

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It's been almost a month since my last post. I guess old habits are returning. Old habits born of nothing to say.

Steve and I are doing the same thing we've done for the last five months. We find ourselves battling boredom quite often. The dogs are making us crazy. And our backs are aggravated by sitting around so much.

But what else can we do? 

At least things are looking up on the political front. Joe Biden will soon be our President! Even though the idiot in the White House now still hasn't conceded. He will never admit that he lost, and he's making his lunatic followers believe the election was rigged. Those are the same dangerous idiots that don't believe Covid is real.

Anyway, there have been good days and bad days. Depression shows up whenever it damn well pleases, and then leaves just as quickly. I see more of the middle of the night than I  would like. I can't remember when I last had a full night's sleep.

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, which is usually our favorite holiday, because Steve and I usually spend the day cooking a great meal just for the two of us, and then see a movie or something. We've always made Thanksgiving special.

But I don't feel very holidayish this year. We actually finished our Christmas shopping early. We were trying to stay safe and both had a spending allowance, so we each just shopped at Kohl's. That way we wouldn't have to go store hopping.

Still, I just don't feel it.

Maybe tomorrow. 

Mask up. Stay safe. 💓


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